The D*mn Holidays

Every year I try to be so excited for the holidays but when it really comes down to it I really dont like them. I hate the chaos of it all. I hate having to run all over the place! I love my family but they are fucking picky! I had thanksgiving dinner at my house adn was so paranoid that they werent going to like it that I was pretty much going crazy! LOL I mean they all loved it but still! Now Christmas is coming up adn well to be honest I havent shopped for pretty much anyone! I know what i am planning on getting damn near everyone I just dont want to go out and actually spend the money on it!